wallflower
something clare said on graduation night came back to me while i was walking home earlier. we were both watching people around us taking pictures with one another when she suddenly commented, with reference to some people, on how it would feel like to know that your friends will never remember you. to know that people take pictures with you out of courtesy, only to erase them a minute later. that nobody cares about you. no one wants to know what's going on in your life. no one ever visits your blog. you upload your photos knowing that no one will ever view them. your life is yours alone, with no one to share it with. and you wonder and wait for the day when you experience how it feels to know you never have to be alone.
it isn't in my nature to sympathise, but my heart bleeds for them.
have i mentioned i got a really bad haircut?
i had a really bad haircut.
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